Wednesday, October 12

White Flag

my system threw in the towel this morn..

i was on the stuffy dbl decked 179 to sch.. i felt the symptons which i felt the very last time before i blacked out.. the next min, i felt n heard ppl from my back holding me and asking if im okie.. *shit man.. how malu i was* i cold-perspired for the next 1/2 hr.. my 2 classmates, *how lucky* jiahao n chengmin, so happened to be on the bus.. they got me into a cab.. that got me back to commonwealth..

i missed lesson once again.. im so full of guilt now.. the rest are at trainin now while im home bloggin.. sob sob..

i deserved the blacked out this mornin.. cos i didnt heed the advice of the doc n my body last week..

weak.. upset.. guilty.. giddy are what i am feeling now..

im afraid to travel again now.. for tt i may black out again.. it took me awhile to get outta my house the last time this happened..

Posted by Cookie at 9:46:00 PM