Saturday, July 31
b4 i start.. new pix loaded of last week's game with Police at buymypix !!! i like my no 3!! shall post later on!!wat a dae i had... reported for work in the rain... played games durin the 1st part of the mornin..followed by hectic rush of doin invite cards for next fri's Uncle Lee Kuan Yew's Distinguished Guest's public lecture in NUS... yes... i gotta work after 530 next fri..sob sob.... thou im not officialli involoved with this event... hafta stay back till 2 plus....to tink i tout i could knock off on time.. missed out on the dumplin session b4 game at chinatown... caught up on my sleep... hehe...
orite... SRC (not my turn to play this time) had a pretty excitin match with theresianz despite tt fact we were hit with injuries ...beginnin second half, we were down 1 ..haha.. the mighty mighty SRC ladies came up with an equaliser from CHEN GUI GUI from a short corner direct hit... *whistles*
Final score - SRC 1 Theresianz 1
following para is dedicated to my dearest teammates:
Fen - cheer up!!! we'll tok soon~~ u played well.... seriousli!!!
Tze - hard luck!! but u r still the TZE in my eyes!!! muhaha!!!
Ying- Well done!!! jia you!!! its allover!! need no scared scared!!
Leng- Do STRETCH ur back or any other muscles shd u noe u haf specific problems!! No worries... juz keep on trying till u get it rite!
Choo- Well done la... for all the stick checks... u r the definite player of the match!! hehe... *u stopped so many of their attacks!!!* Mother Choo!!
Suzy- no need be scared of Mel!!! do wat u hafta do!!!
Nurdee- Well done la!! give it to her!! haha... good work .. grab ur opportunity!!
Steff-take goodie care of ur wrist... ice n rub it after it goes down.. careful of ur from the back tackles ar!!!
Jun - Well done!!! play super well!!!! stopped few attacks!!! jia you!!!
Mil - still the best defender sia... 'ALAMAK' so loud without much hesitation..bench ppl cfm is MILHAN!! haha
Holly- Gui Gui~! good hard shot = good eualiser!!! despite ur muscle pull!!
Pris - good runs!!! hard luck for couple miss!! all will come soon...
Linda- good overlappin despite bein ' hidden in one corner' secret weapon of SRC!!!
Cookie - ???? dun haf... cos im a bench warmer cum physio cum SSKP ( super sai kang party)
Jude- busy crackin his brains and puulin his hair out with our every move and tackles..
Sunil- all time model as mgr..wat a honour... eatin longan... good advice for couple playes..
animore i missed out?? i tink no more... let mi noe kkk...
Posted by Cookie at 11:43:00 PM
Thursday, July 29
| Mornin~! Haha... Been so long since i last blog from work... Which is a gd sign..im busy..means im workin... Haha..im not slackin... Well well... Im feelin so much better~! So happy... Had a great game ytd despite 2 silly goals tt went in...but i saved one of Sunil's short corner drag push with a slide.. Haha!!! Woohoo!!!! Haha... Overall i did pretty okie... Haha... Yesh yesh.... Had a great tok with coach, mr park... Felt so much better after tt talk.... Yupz... CONFIDENCE... Confidence starts the ball rollin.... Focus.... Dare to try..no worries makin mistakes... = ) *stay low always!!!* Orite... Gotta my stick with mi ... Gonna go for game later with u16 girls... Coach promised to let my play outfield.. Haha... Hopefully he doesnt go back on his word... Den goin for src trainin too.. No gear.. Cos im not playin this weekend... I wanna relax... Haha... Im still so happy ... I dunno y oso... Mebbe i woke up on the rite side of the bed!!! This is specialli for Leng: positive thinking always... Otherwise.. U will nv move on
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Posted by Cookie at 2:12:00 PM
Tuesday, July 27
i can finalli blog now... all thx to my ever dearest leng who is such a genius... always there 2 solve my bloggie's prob 4 mi... thkies lotsa leng... must say one more time.. LOVES ya so much for all the things tt u did!!!!orite... i haven been havin gd days since days ago......... one conclusion i drew from all these while... its nv nice bein nice... at the end of the day... u still get blame for all the things tt u tout were meant to be good for them........... im hurt... once again.... i ve crumbled one more time... after so many crumbles ... this is perhaps juz another one..... but guess this will hurt quite a while..... like the rest....
my frens.. pardon mi if i ever snap at u... i nv meant to hurt u and i wouldnt wan to haf u leavin me... unless i tink its for the better.... yes..for the better....even if it means goin against my will........
but i noe for sure... i would not wan such a thing to happen .. for tt.. u may not noe the real me in me.. i may appear as the tough one.. but i mite juz not be one....
Posted by Cookie at 10:22:00 PM
sinful sat ~! steamboat to cele Yok Sing's bdae!!
Courtesy of Cookie n Crumbs
Posted by Cookie at 5:51:00 PM
Saturday, July 24
orite... i juz gt back... from eatin n walkin ard to surfin the internet with tze and fen @ pacific coffee.. woohoo... not workin tom... on leave on mon..... long weekend for mi to enjoy finalli... phew..orite.. mi gonna prepared myself for the big game this sun against police.. hmm.. not gonna pressure myself.. gonna do it the rite way... relax and relax... den i'll play well n to my fullest...
now my blog is back to the old which took my painfully to do up..hopefulli after i post this blog.. it would not screw up... *cross fingers* i tink is the new page setup... hais... this is scary.. pls dun do this to me...
will blog soon.... cookie's life been pretty borin this week cos cos cos.....
Posted by Cookie at 12:41:00 AM
Wednesday, July 14
im officially on MC today...due to the fact tt my tonsils are up to their nasty-ness again... got a bad sore n inflamed throat.. doc had prescribed a pinky red cough syrup, anti-inflammatory, pain reliver( for my diaphram muscle who hurts whenever i cough or sneeze) and big pkt of lozenges for the crybay turned sicko Cookie...
had a great nite Zzzz.. didnt waste this beautiful sickenin day away... woke up bout 845.. watched abit of COPA american cup btw argentina n uruguay.. nice match.. final score 4-2..arg won..
feelin kinda bad now... 2 main reasons.. one bein the issue tt has been hangin since i came back to trainin...the same one tt got my tears bud workin..
latter reason was tt i 'tink' im caught in a fix..was chattin up with my gd fren on msn ytd..she asked how was her 'prince' whom she tink im supposely to be closer to him than her... well well..after all those Q n As ..she came to a conclusion tt the prince gt the time to meet me and not her..n she quite kinda agitated. this is bad.. i would never wan to be caught in such a fix... worst was i couldnt ans her qn promtly due to the fact tt im workin.. n she gt the wrong idea when i tok so long to ans those qns.. shitty man... i didnt reveal much of the prince's life now for tt both of them have their privacy and bein in the middle of them.. im caught when i hesitated to ans the qns on prince... help mi..
oread my hoki life is strainin the energy put of mi.. no more additions pls... the prince.. pls do smtg.. a tok shd be done with the prince.. haha.. this is hilarious.. the prince..wat a name to give to him..
con'td from this morn's blog..couldnt post...so came in specialli to do so.. n shall add few words...
aniwei...juz gt back fr trainin... game wif src mens wasnt on..cos of the heavy rain... sob sob.. was all ready .. sadz.. nvm... next wed...
on msn now with all my pri sch frens... can oni rem a few.. hehe... gtg...
i cant tink properly now..cos im feelin the drowsy effect of the cough syrup now.. my focus is gone.. gone.... swayin... swayin.... my bed........cookie gonn abe gone.. with those worries.... into her drowsy land....
Posted by Cookie at 11:06:00 PM
Tuesday, July 13
Wat a nite i had last nite.. I was a crybaby last nite..big crybaby at 22... Tears were shed.. Tears were rollin down my cheeks...Tears welled up in my eyes... End results... Red nose..puffy eyes....wat touched me most was the LOVE of Pang (who wiped away my tears.. comforted me in her arms...), Ying n Steff (picked me up cheered me up.. understandin n encouragin me from all angles..) Thx so much for bein here with me everythin i crumbles... N helpin mi pick up my bits to fix back the tough cookie...
I know so much of wat i wan tt i got so overwhelmed and resulted in hurtin myself so much.... I juz wanna be who i am cos i know who i wanna be...
I was THERE once.. At my PEAK... Now.. Im at my summit... Lost... Not totalli lost.. Cos i know where i wanna go n be.. Juz tt im losin myself n my conscious.. I wanna be back where i left before my laid off n rehab.... I wanna be the same or even better.. Not now.. I know i can be better... I was THERE.. I was THERE... I was THERE...
How am i gonna pick myself up?? I wanna do it all by myself... Perhaps..your help too....
Posted by Cookie at 2:11:00 PM
Monday, July 12
ha! the photgrapher said this pix is nice.. haha!! he went like ' look at ur focus at the ball'
Courtesy of Cookie n Crumbs
Posted by Cookie at 6:09:00 PM
Okie.. My toes are swollen.. Haha... Wore my new charles n keith shoes todae... Juz bought two pairs of heels ytd.. Hehe... Out to cheer myself up.. From all the disappointments tt i faced over the weekend... hiak hiak..
Orite.. I didnt had a great weekend... Sat nite was spoilt after everyone decided to go to DBL O instead of cheeky monkey .. Retro all the way... Come on... R n B all the way la.. Haha... Shall not tok bout it... Let it pass...... Sun trainin was okie..cept tt my stick wasnt at trainin ground whereas i was... Thx to SUE!!... Hmpf... Got hit on my back n foot by some chicken head who lifted the ball directli at me! Could haf hit my face if i haf reacted 1 sec slower...! Wat de heck...
Oh ya.. Entertain some visitors from Jiangxi, China... Had lunch with them.. Shit man.. My chinese realli cannot make it over those conversations over lunch.. Haha...but they were nice ppl..thye gave mi a gift.. Guess it those typical chinese fan.. Haven open it yet.. Haha... Im feelin tired... Goin trainin soon.... Wed den gt game..sad.... Managed to get Coach to get a frenly game wif the SRC mens.. Juz settled it wif Sue earlier.... Woohoo.. Game yeah yeah... I wan the game fitness!!
Okie dokie.. I been readin up on Sue's motivational book ..one phrase realli hits me hard..... Which goes.. " when a true samurai goes into battle he always prepares for death - but more often than not it is the enemy who meets death. "
This will leave mi hangin on and pushin on for the time...........................................................
Posted by Cookie at 6:05:00 PM
Saturday, July 10
the last time i blogged - 30 june..*yawns* cookie juz woke up from her noonie nap... so tired.. but finalli had a good ZZz this week... been so long since i last blogged.. Commencement is oni 1/2 way thru.. my energy is drainin dry soon...i still have Comm Dinner to go next sun... my weekend gonna be burnt next week... sob sob...
niwei.. been wantin to blog yet dun haf the time this whole week... orite..shall start wif last week.. i finalli played my 1st game last sat against dutch club .. didnt realli touched the ball at all..well.. warm up was the oni great and excitin part tt day.. haha.. we won 12-0 i tink.. didnt play the next 2 games.. (playin on alt basis with tze) game wif jans won 7-0, comb sch won 5-0 (hafta work on tues nite)..
oh ya i finalli have my pix in gear.. wheee~~` hehe.. see here... but not tt impressive kind..no sliding takles or saves... hmpf!! but i realli like the up close one..focused ccokie... actualli focused on Fen pickin up the ball tt i kicked too hard.. hehe... the photographer wants to take more pix of a keeper.. n i kindly agreed to be his 'model'.. haha.. hehe... haha...
orite.. i do have lotsa to blog..but i cant seem to type it out..brain blocked.... too much... well.. hehe...
mi gonna go out tonight..woohoo~! goin out with my gfs (seri, linda,meiting and jess).. gonna go cheeky monkey.. this time round.. stupid kunnie buay-ed us...not gonna forgive him... tonight gonna be an all girls outin...lookin forward... i need to DE-stress.. haha... tryin to get more ppl to go...zenia n the rest.. miss partyin wif them so much... as long as no BAR .. im okie.. haha.. hehe... yeah yeah...
okie dokie... i ve been tinkin lotsa.. yesh.. u ... u.. guess u haf intruded into my life.... u must be tired..from all those runnins in my mind... HAHA...*lame*
Posted by Cookie at 6:07:00 PM
Thursday, July 8
me and colleague at NUS Commencement Ceremony 1!!
Courtesy of Cookie n Crumbs
Posted by Cookie at 6:55:00 PM
WWEeeee.. finally a pix of me in gear.. on the day of my 1st debut after so long!
Courtesy of Cookie n Crumbs
Posted by Cookie at 6:44:00 PM
Wednesday, July 7
its 805 pm now..im still stuck in office tryin to clear my inbox.. okie dokie.. takin a breather.. goin out liaos...will blog a concise yet precise one as soon as i can afford the time...cookie's crumbs is droppin everywhere..leavin trails behind......