Tuesday, May 31
us n my mgr... yesh..tt mgr...
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Posted by Cookie at 10:14:00 AM
violent temp gal in ocr.. wanna noe her name.. ask me..
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Posted by Cookie at 10:14:00 AM
need not say.. tts us and big mama, thaya of ocr!!
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Posted by Cookie at 10:13:00 AM
the grp of associates n cooks with the 2 directors!!
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Posted by Cookie at 10:11:00 AM
Mei Mei Hui Cooks Mariana Cik & Arch!
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Posted by Cookie at 10:10:00 AM
Saturday, May 28
As my countdown gets nearer & nearer, I just don’t feel like doing it anymore. I’m sad to leave OCR. I’m going to miss the environment, the work and most importantly, the GREAT colleagues I have. *sob sob*The time has come for me to say my thank you farewell speech at yesterday’s lunch with the CE team. Every single one of my colleagues has touched me deeply in many ways irregardless of the duration of time spent together.
You guys surprised me MORE with the Crumpler bag as my farewell gift. Thank you so much! This bag will remind me of you guys lots as I sling it across my chest for my upcoming school life. It will definitely bring back lots of memories that we shared.
As I read the contents in my card, my heart sank…
I don’t want 31 May to come, I will have to bid my farewell. Though I will be back for AAU-APRU, it is going to be even harder on that day.
I’m not upset and I should not be. I’m going to moving into another phase to pursue my studies. I just can’t bear to leave the place and people that I have grew accustomed to for the past 1 year plus…
p/s: I can't wait for my bike to come in tom!!
Posted by Cookie at 12:22:00 AM
Thursday, May 26
my NEW Crumpler bag from my beloved colleagues!! *sob sob*
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Posted by Cookie at 3:44:00 PM
Wednesday, May 25
My friend wanna sell some of her wine collection..Do visit HERE!!
Posted by Cookie at 6:00:00 PM
Sunday, May 22
**Pissed-Off**I have a question for all hockey players..
Isn't it a player's reponsibilty to have a proper stick of correct weight and length for play?
My answer will be 'yes'..& I believe most of u will agree.. *TAG me and tell me bout it*
To think i ACTUALLY have team-mates who have been using sticks tt werent suitable for them.. Why do you bother playing then?? Isn't this the most BASIC and FOREMOST thing of all..
You said tt ur stick is the reason tt u cant play well.. so whois fault is it?? Coaches'?? Team-mates?? Urself??
Shdnt you have done smtg bout this since you knew bout it?? To tink you could drag this matter for so long??
This truly tells how much of ur attitude... So may I ask why do you bother coming down for trainings and games??
Perhaps, you shd just pack up and quit for good..
Posted by Cookie at 12:59:00 AM
Friday, May 20
To YOUs out there, of all ppl u wanan hurt.. U chose my fren, someone whom i have watched since young...Hurting my fren means hurting me as well... Many, including me, will choose to protect my fren..
The word "Respect" is in everyone's dictionary of life..
You RESPECT ppl for their decisions.. you RESPECT in their relationships... You RESPECT that particular trust ppl put in you...
I LOST my RESPECT as friends for you.... For the way you "RESPECT" others..
Posted by Cookie at 12:01:00 PM
Tuesday, May 17
Blogger is giving me prob.. Im upset.. Its messing up my stuff... Now i have to get another new one for my CE blog which i had it up for my colleagues..Xiu & Leng!! Click on this.. We all LOVE this~!!
Been raining the whole day... I simply love such weather.. So nice to Zzz... But am at work.. My
eyelids are damn heavy!! *somebody spare me some toothpick to keep it open!!*
Finally my arches arent aching tt bad anymore... Must be the icing every nite b4 bed..
Out i go..to figure out more blogger prob...
Posted by Cookie at 4:07:00 PM
Monday, May 16
NUS offered me a place when i least expected it..I was taken aback when i saw the word, "Congratulations".. I was expecting a sentence like, "We regret to inform you ...."
I know i will stick with my initial decision.. = )
Everyone's giving me their opinions..
Im lost.. Actually im not.. I know where i wanna go...
Met Dearest ever Ting n Nurdee for lunch!! Wow... Im so glad we met up!! Next one will be when Xiu gets back from Aus.. *Xiu, heard me?? Miss u le..*
Oh ya... How sad i am.. With my arches on my feet inflammed badly... Physio Gino and Siew Huei helped lotsa on Fri & Sat to release me of my agony.. It was so painful.. Feet was badly taped up for game.. Icing of my both arches is a must every night before i sleep now... How to sweet dreamns and sleep tight when i have cold feet??? *corny*
9.5 days more of work for me...
Finally updates on Premier ladies games on Singaporehockey after so long!!
Oh ya.. I dunno why blogger keeps mixing up the skins of 2 of my other blogs that im hosting... Can somebody tell me???
Posted by Cookie at 4:04:00 PM
Wednesday, May 11
CherishI love cherishing every single moment of my life
My time, my breath, my smiles, my tears, my pain
My family, my hockey mates, my schoolmates, my friends
It's you people who moulded me into who i am
You guys made me happy.. made me sad
You guys got me smiling.. got me crying
You guys made me CHERISH you all even more
You guys walked into my life
Be it a short or long stay
Thank you for the opportunities to know you guys better
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I have reached the point
To let go of one whom I have cherished for years
Falling short of one
I am sad
But I have moved on
*hehe!! sound so emotional.. no worries.. am not sad.. started typin this away on my monitor.. this's another learning experience!*
Posted by Cookie at 3:30:00 PM
Monday, May 9
I wan this stick!!! On top of my PINK Jersey!! *My current Gryphon & Mazon are made up of mainly orange, grey & black colors...*
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Posted by Cookie at 5:08:00 PM
I have decided to take 10 mins off my afternoon to blog on my game over the weekend
Played Police in the 2nd round of the league. We lost 3-0. How sad rite? Though Ying, Holly and myself were voted by the team as 'Man-of the match', it was a useless voting system.. I didnt vote at all!
The team played like shit..
No teamplay, No Communication, No thinking, No urgency...
Ball watching.. Looking for that perfect hit/pass.. Hiding behind the defenders waiting for ball to reach upfont.. No blocking for 16yd hit.. Unsure passes across the centre.. Bad marking.. Poor covering.. Wat else? You name it.. We got it..
On paper, we are a very strong team.. On pitch, we arent strong at all, perhaps individually.. Championship always seem so near yet so far away from us.. So wat if we are a team full of national players.. I do hope for a change...
At least i know i played my best... Despite conceding 3 goals.. Especially Guat's flick!! I was so sure tt she gonna flick right! And she wasnt sure*accordingly to fen, she changed left..* i missed it by few inches only!! How wasted!!
Ohhh.. I love those saves on Janice.. 2 shots.. Saw Ziai slipped tt ball towards Janice.. I had to come up n I just put my body in.. Ha!! Whee!!! I lurveeee it!!!2 shots at me!! The funniest was umpire, Lim actually asked if i was okay after tt!! Hahahahhaa!! Thx Dude!!
I have finally managed to play w/o much care to the team.. Just for self n self.. Goal concede?? Reflect on it n Play on...
*I played well!! Accordingly to you!!! Thankies lotsa!!! = ) *
p/s: i wanna go BKK in july!! anyone???
"& with regards to my disappointment of tt lot of frens in my life.. i wanna thank u guys n gals like Steff *esp for ur sms after my entry*, Suren*for unbelieving tt there are such a bunch of ppl out there*, Farah, Jonny, Leon n Jenny for the encouragements.. thx for sharing my happiness.. "
"this para is specially for XIU!! my ex-beloved room-mate in korea, my dearest team-mate!!! sorry to have left ya out!! im really veri apologetic.. but dun worry k!! u sure made up abig lot of my life!! despite scoring against me on sat!! haha!! BKK = Bangkok for your info!!*
Posted by Cookie at 3:50:00 PM
Friday, May 6
my kiddish pix *cant stand my blog being picture-less*
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Posted by Cookie at 3:37:00 PM
I wanna be a kid again!!! This little girl make me wanna be a young kid again!! Whee doink doink!!
Oritey..enuff of tt!! Im super super excited and feeling duper duper accomplished now..
Look at my this new PINK skin!! Though Jessie helped me with the shifting of the tagboard to the right and minimizing of the pix.... The rest is done by me!!! *so bloody proud of myself for now!!*
Comments comments?? Haha... I noe some of ya gonna go like " it's so pink!!!" or "so girl!!"
But i noe for sure..someone will love as much as i do... Steffie DEAR!!! It's Pink!!!
Oh ya.. I have taken a liking to pink for some time already.. And u wun believe tt im actually looking for a PINK goalie jersey!!!!!
Posted by Cookie at 3:15:00 PM
Thursday, May 5
2nd blog entry of the morning.. A pissed-off entry..I dun understand why... It has always been my dream to pursue my studies.. Now that i am finally given the chance.. Im gonna grab it tightly and cherish it.. But some of ya out there just seems to give me that smirt on your face.. Seemed to me that u guys are unhappy .. Wats wrong with u ppl?? Instead of being happy for me.. *i noe some of you are truly REALLY happy and im glad to share with ya*
Im ultimately disappointed with the looks and negative thingys tt u guys are saying right infront of me with regards to my decision.. To me.. Whatever u guys do is the best .. Watever others do is the worst... U guys make the best decisions.. U guys are the smartest ppl on earth... KUDOS to u..
Wat a selfish bunch of ppl i knew.. Im ultimately sad to realise this fact... To think tt there are actually such ppl ard.. Im totally disgusted.. Yes i am..
For now.. At least i noe who are the sincere ones.. The true ones.. Who share my happiness...
Oh ya.. It's also my decision that i choose Hockey above anything.. I choose to have my life made up mainly of hockey, work/school & friends.. Is there a problem with ya for tt too??
U wan a say in this too?? Perhaps write a letter to me... I'll be waiting..
Posted by Cookie at 11:32:00 AM
Yuexiu: This link is the one for ya!!
Uncle Leon: Saw ur tag!!! Thkies!! I miss ya lotsa leh!! No more Teh Tarik khakis... Faster come back!!!
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Just a penny for my thoughts:
Though i have never know how great a president, Dr Wee was.. *I was still a young kid when he was our president.* But after reading those articles and interviews bout him. I am deeply touched.. Tears welled up as i scroll the pages... My heart started to sink as i signed 'Cookie Tan, Singapore Hockey Ladies Team' on the condolence book.
My heart sank deeper as i walked into the State room where he was laid peacefully. Dr Wee's humble way of life has touched me deeply..... Even with his resting ground... This was what was quoted by his son from his letter - "But his(Dr Wee) wish was conveyed to me by letter which he wrote in February, just a few months before he died, that he began life humble, he wants to end it the way, the same way, he came, humble. And he wanted to be interred with the ordinary people whom he loves."
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Posted by Cookie at 11:07:00 AM
Wednesday, May 4
I just got back from the Istana an hour ago.. I went with my colleagues to pay our last respect to Former President, Dr Wee Kim Wee.It's a great loss to the nation and the people.
My deepest condolences .. And may he continue to live strongly in the hearts of the people whom he have touched deeply..
Posted by Cookie at 6:13:00 PM
Tuesday, May 3
Ha!! I was bored.. & i came upon the word, 'Horoscope' and i decided to take a look at mine today..This is what was said & quoted...
Aries: March 21 - April 19
The heavens have put together a recipe that's just perfect for getting you close -- or even closer -- to your current squeeze. You won't be in the mood to argue. You'll do what you can to make that recipe even spicier
Hmmmm....I have never ever believe in horoscope.. And it just curious me how some ppl out can get crazy over this horoscope thingy... This is weird... Live ur life to wat your horoscope says?? No way.... for me.. What bout ya ppl?? Xiu wat ya think?? Leon?? Haha!!!
*i just tout of ya.. was browsing thru my pictures.. n i saw tt smile of ya..*
Posted by Cookie at 5:30:00 PM
Sunday, May 1
Well spent day!!Backie got better after popping down so many painkillers prescribed by Dr Cormac.
Went down to SRC gym & did the strengthening exercises tt Ronnie asked to do!! whee!! So happy with myself!! Sunday gonna be a gym day for me from today onwards!! *4 nations is round the corner!!*
Had my 2nd driving lesson this morning... Freaked out lotsa when asked to drive myself to the practise ground!! so many cars!! *it's so hard to coordinate!! i can DO it!!*
Metup Seri dearie for a slacker session at Wheelocks' Olio Dome!! Flipped magazines all the time!!
Now im home!! home home home!! im gonna to Zzz in 1/2 hr's time... *the time is 820pm now!!!*
p/s: im looking for a new Jersey.. i wan a Pinky one!!*