Saturday, April 30

Foremost of all, this entry not gonna be colorful and lengthy.. Here i go...

Someone out there seems to be ignoring totally & completely cos of certain thingys tt i have said..Im not gonna elaborate on it.. *im sad*

My back n left knee giving me prob.. Saw doc n physio ytd.. now i have to use insoles in my shoes cos my a little flat foot is the root of my knee pain plus the tightness of my ITB.. Back feeling bruised after ytd's physio.. *im in pain*

Body feeling damn relax and lazy from the Aroma massage tt fen n myself went ytd afternoon... which is the reason why i slept my whole sat away!! *im lazy*

How much i wish i have a coach like Coach Carter... = ) i dun mind.. hehe!!! Go watch it!! my Mates.. u will love it... *im hopeful*

Chu Yue Xiu!! where are you?? have ya seen the tagboard layout specially catered to ur request?? *scroll down for my previous entry*

And guess wat Xiu.. Kelvin got a blog!!!! *look right for his*

My weekend sucks w/o hockey... *im bored*

Oh yeah!! im going Thailand, BKK & Pattaya with my cousins on 5June!! my uncle just called.. im going cos im slacking plus need to help my auntie look after the kids, Darryl n Isabelle belle!! haha!! *im happy & excited*

Out i go.. haha!!!

Posted by Cookie at 7:07:00 PM


Thursday, April 28

Chu Yue Xiu!!!

For you.. I changed the layout of my blog.. I think it look super awful now..hahaha!!! Sob Sob!!

Super lengthened blog i have.. *wails loudly*

Steffie dear gt a new blog skin!!! *she will do me one rite??*

Posted by Cookie at 5:17:00 PM


Monday, April 25

This is for ya... Yes u...U noe who u are..

I'm sorry...

I didnt meant any harm.. i just wanted ya to be sure of ya decision of the path tt u gonna walk on... i just wanted ya to be sure.. 100% sure.. tt this is the path tt u are gonna walk on...

I just wanted to be there for u...u noe i'll always do.. to make sure tt u are making the right decision...Be there to guide u when u need directions... For tt no matter wat u choose.. i'll support your every decision...

I didnt meant to hurt any of ya feelings.. I'm not saying tt u are to live the kind of life ppl want ya to do so.. Everyone's just like me.. just wanted ya to be sure of ur decision...

I'm sorry if i hurt ya somewhere somehow.. i'm sorry...

Posted by Cookie at 11:33:00 PM


Sunday, April 24

Oritey... We started our 2nd round of Premier league already.. 2nd time playing SCC .. Muhaha.. we WON 2-0!!! I had an Okie game.. = ) *keep it up Cooks!!*

Had my 1st driving lesson today... with the Half-clutch training today.. haha!! so cool.. im still blur though.. esp with checking of situations through the mirror!!

Im looking forward to training tom!! whee!!! Ronnie's training!!! Here i come!!

Finally SPRING-cleaned my room... When's my wardrobe coming??? *sob sob*

My T-shirt sale's goin on well!!! I have sold 17 tshirts with 15 orders on hand!! hehe... my sincere thanks to all who have bought from me!! thnkies so much!! *never in my life.. Have I felt like a Pasar Malam auntie selling tshirts at Delta!!!*

My sincere appeal to all in aiding me n teammates in our fund raising.. Please Please buy our tshirts.. its goin on at 12 bucks!! with 3 Colors... sizes vary from XS-XL...

My face still itching from the rashes... it's cfm the weather... i gt this stupid rash back in GZ when the temp went up!!! sob sob!!! *hides her face!!!*

**i saw ur smile.... = ) **

Posted by Cookie at 11:04:00 PM


Saturday, April 23

Weekend is here.. and here i am.. woke up not long ago... *time is 4pm now*

Ha!! My face feeling damn itchy.. those itchy-ness that i felt back in GZ!! Seeing red spots as though im burnt.. oh my... how how.. i hate it!!

I have a game ltr on... against the yellows across Padang..

I have been feeling great since last nite... had such a okie conversation with him since so many months ago... it felt great.. i felt warmth! = ) whee!! He's just a fren.. across the oceans n lands... Breathing the same air as me on earth...

= ) = ) = ) = ) = ) = ) = ) = )

*I no longer yearn for tt smile of yours... im happy being where and what im doing... I would want to find another smile tt will light up my seconds...my minutes..my hours.. my days.. my weeks..my months.. my years...*

Posted by Cookie at 3:46:00 PM


Thursday, April 21

In 10 mins time...

>I will be knocking off work...
>I will be heading to Delta to have my 3 hours training plus play the remaining 26 mins of the Theresians game.. *Be very Focused*
>I will be meeting Steffie dear downstairs to head to Delta together...
>I will be posting this entry of mine..
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Been 'A' while since i last entried.. My t-shirts selling going on well.. Already have almost 20 orders on top of those tt i have sold! Whee!! People... Help me and my team...

Okie.. Im feeling kinda nostalgic bout certain stuff... Sob sob.... Im gonna stop here... Not gonna write on...

Posted by Cookie at 5:56:00 PM


Monday, April 18



Please assist to help me and my SRC team mates in raising fund for our yr end trip by buying this specially designed T-shirt at S$12 each.. Tshirts come in Yellow, Navy Blue & White and sizes varying from XS-XL!!

Do contact me at my mobile, email or tag to be a proud owner of this unique hockey tshirt!!
Courtesy of Cookie n Crumbs

Posted by Cookie at 10:07:00 AM


Saturday, April 16

Cranki-ness has settled into me ....

Like a machine gun.. i went on my rounds of non-stop shooting.. *piang!! piang!!*

I'm so sorry... It just went off...

What triggered it??

Ppl assumptions?? Teammate's bloody attitude?? Or it's just me...

Been a while since i fired... Maybe it's time...

I have always wish for understanding... consideration.. forgiving.. patience... determination in life...

Posted by Cookie at 2:07:00 AM


Friday, April 15

Scary dentist (Part 1)

I have never have a good experience with dentist.. Still remember tt EVIL lady dentist in primary sch .. Tt dreadful walk from Block A to her place... Into her tormenting hand.. Till i stepped out.. Crying my way out.. Cos she didnt wanna let me take my sch bus home!!! How evil and scary rite?? *the thought of this send shivers down my spine*

Orite..im going to the dentist soon... Im freaking out... Freaking out... Freaky cooks.. Haha..

Oh yeah.. GMS is over.. Nerve breaking moments' finally over... Having to catch DMP Tony Tan's last sentence, " i wish GMS blar blar.. Success" so tt i will be just in time to usher him to the signatory spot!! Haha... *wonder if i got onto TV.. Nat TV.. Haha... For ushering.. N exchanging of folders n NOT for hockey fame..sob sob*

Im aching too... So lethargic at training last evenin.. Forever so kind n understanding Ronnie gave me a break to refocus n rest.. Hahaa... No games this weekend!! Whee!! Im gonna meet Seri they all!! Yeah yeah!! Been weeks since i met them.. Hmm.. I tink since i left for GZ... How long rite...

Gotta go!!! Listening to the song tt we were 'crazy ' over in GZ.. Lao Shu Ai Ta Mi!! *ask me n i will let u listen!!*
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Scary Dentist Not (Part 2)

It wasnt scary afterall.. but a freaky experience.. n i need to go back in 2 weeks time.. the filling + 1st timer + injection cost me $65!!

It's a $$$ spending $$$ day.. Dentist... Bought my Oakley case & Pink Giordano Polo!! wheee!! im already spending my performance bonus due to be credited into my account on monday!! haha...

Spent my remaining part of my afternoon at sports council as guinea pig for the massage session.. am going back tom morning for a proper one.. hehe... im super relax now.. Ah Pek steve did a great job for my neck n shoulder!! thkies!!

Met the gang, Kelv, Fidz, Suren n Jack before jetting off to Suntec in hope of catchin a show with Fen....No show.. went shopping at Carrefour..

Now back at home... not at holland V with the gang..too lazy n tired... didnt want too either... = (

Im out... Out of here...

*hello Jonny Dear!! u r in already... one of the Js in my life!!*
*hello Suren!! no la.. its actually 1.99 la!!!*

Posted by Cookie at 12:31:00 PM


Tuesday, April 12

My Bdae Pix @ O Bar is finally HERE!!!

Posted by Cookie at 2:00:00 PM


The ABCs of Cooks' Life..

It just striked me this morning bout the ABCs of my life.. I meant the ABCs ppl who somehow..somewhere left a mark in my life...

A- Alan, Angie
B- Nil
C- Cookie, Cerlyn *my sis*
D- Diana
E- Nil
F- Fen, Farah, Frank, Fabian
G- Gyk
H-Hafidz
I- Ishak
J- Jane, Jeremy, Jack, Jean, Jah, Jude, Jess, Mr Johann Loke, Jessie, Jenny, JONNY!!!
K
- Khai Pacik, Kelvin, Kunnie, Kim Choo
L- Leon, Linda, Leng, Lilian, Lim, Lily
M- MalMal, Meiting, Mariana, Mei Hui, Margie, Mama
N- Nurdee, Nordin
O- Nil
P- Mr Park, Pauline, Puiyee, Papa
Q- Qihui
R- RobinA
S- Shaun, Steff, Suren, Suzy, Serene, Sue, Seri, Serkhee, Sheena, Shengwei *my bro*
T- TzeĀ²
U- Nil
V- Nil
W- Nil
X-Xiu
Y- Ying, Yok Sing
Z- Zenia

I cant fill up the B, E, O, U-W.. I will try to do so... Dun be sad if i missed ya out.. Cos i just have yet to complete my list!! Haha! Anyway, I realised my life is made up mostly of Fs, Js, Ks, Ls, Ms, Ps & Ss...

*im bored tt's y i had this entry..i gotta stop now cos my list will go on & on.. Anyway.. Im in the midst of writing up a storyline....*

Posted by Cookie at 9:32:00 AM


Monday, April 11

I MISS GUANGZHOU BADLY!!!

I was just thinking back bout the weather in GZ.. The corridor which i airred my gear... The eating place for our meals... The pitch we played on... The bed which i slept on... The provision shop.. The sports mart, Decathlon.. The life back there... No worries.. Juz laid back.. No stress... Just enjoyment... Hockey was everything back there... I was just getting ready to fly back from GZ exaclty one month ago...

Oh yeah.. We played Theresianz on sat.. We are still trailing by 2-0.. Cos the remaining 26 mins of the 2nd half was postponed as the lights went off while the play was on.. 1st time in my hockey playing life..this has happened!! We'll come back strong!! Cos we did so..juz tt the lights spoilt everything... How sad rite... All was going on so well.. Defense held Jean n Mel so well.. Goals just werent there... I missed Mel's goal by one sec!! Sob sob... I will be back!!! SRC will come back strong.. Like how we played CSC ytd - Communication, Calling, Composure n Crashing win of 12-0!!

Meanwhile.. I have lotsa to do... My usual errands.. A letter to be written... Sleep to catch up on.. To buy Nurdee's pressie... To go on a mini trip soon... To plan the fund raising event for my team... To work hard on my games n trainings!!

*HELLO TERESA - my tag gt auto censor!!! haha!!*

Posted by Cookie at 10:11:00 AM


Thursday, April 7

Done!!

Done wat?? oh.. Done with my time in NUS.. Finally submitted my resignation letter this morning... gonna work till 1june den clear my 23.5 days of annual leave till my official last day on 2july2005...

2july 2005 will be the day i leave NUS.. My 1yr & 2mths stay in NUS has been rather enriching n challenging.. i have learned a lot..

I will be embarking on a new journey... Yeah... Im going to NTU *most likely* to pursue my Biz degree...*oh ya.. Kelvin's going NTU biz too!!* It has always been my dream to enter a local U.. And im glad i will be doing so.. = )

Meanwhile, im so glad tt i will become a full-time hockey player, part time student!! Haha!! Yeah... Hopefully i will be able to train hard for 2007 SEA games .. Im looking forward!!

Have been rather self-motivated at trainings!! Way to go Cooks!! Tiring week still not coming to an end.. Training tonight.. University Awards tom evening.. SRC 4-aside helpout and Theresians game on sat. Game against CSC on sun.. Work on mon.. Lucky mon's training cancelled, rest on mon..*phew...*

Oh ya.. Heard i gotten a SPA voucher from the poly gang!! Whee!! Not sure if i will have the time to enjoy it not.. Hehe...

Okie.. I need to go off for my ushering rehearsal for tom's event!! Shall put *actually haven even upload* my limited bdae pix up soon!! ***TUNE IN***

Posted by Cookie at 4:24:00 PM


Tuesday, April 5

Wat a great 23rd bdae!

I feel so LOVED!!!

Bdae was great... All started well .. With the best pressies*all tt i wanted* and fun of all...

1st: ACCEPTANCE FROM NTU!!!
2nd: Creative Muvo red MP3player from my beloved SRC teammates *Fen, Ying, Steff, Leng, Nurdee, Suzy, Choo, Chin, 2 Pris', Pau, Jun, Lin & Xin*
3rd: Great teamplay against Police which we won 2-0!!
4th: 'Player-of-the match' for match against Police *1st time for Recs*
5th: Pink baby G watch from Lil, Jean & Qiao
6th: Subsidized Oakley Sunglass by Hafidz, Suren, Shaun, Diana, Lim, Kelvin, RobinA & Shak.
7th: Great turnout at O bar by hoki, poly & sec sch gangs *im so sorry tt i left early*
8th: 2 Flaming Lamos from Jeremy & 2 Tequilas Pops from Sue *all within 10 mins* which took the toll of my nite!!*
9th: Thanks Shaun for sending me home to my bed with the Plastic bag by my bed!!
10th: Full body massage at Hazlin's mum's..
11th: 3 Daisys from Pacik Khai plus lunch & coffee meals!
12th: Great training workout!!
13th: Supper with the big family at Alazaar!!
14th: Pool game to end of my day.. *i beat Suren*

*thx all for ur bdae wishes & Suren.. yes..u r the 1st one!!*

Back at work today.. Dropped my NTU bomb on my Mgr.. But she survived.... Hahaha.... Okie ppl.. Im excited!! Cookie going back to schooolll......*bookworm wannabeeeee*

Here and there.. I met with disappointments.. But i pulled through.. Cos i realised.. No point dwelling about it. = )

Posted by Cookie at 5:29:00 PM


Friday, April 1


i also found this!! we carried the lime green shirt well!! *cooks ludo bro n cik mariana*
Courtesy of Cookie n Crumbs

Posted by Cookie at 4:03:00 PM



i found this Open House Pix in the OCR shared I drive!! * me n fariz*
Courtesy of Cookie n Crumbs

Posted by Cookie at 4:02:00 PM