Friday, March 25
it's all deep hidden...yeah.. im sad.. yes i am..u think i like being who i am now?? unproductive? not performing up to expectations?? u think i like it?? *
seeing balls flying past..trickling past.. legs going wobbly.. back aching.. shoulder tightening... brain unfocused.. morale low..*my ans is
NO.. never will i wanna be like this.. the feeling isnt great.. im suffering,, do u know?? it's not easy..making a comeback.. i thought it would be easy.. but it's not.. once lost... it's impossible to regain the lost fully...
i know i can make it.. cos i have come a long way.. the way has yet to end.. there is still a long way ahead... i will walk this way.. strong... i refused to give up ..
juz be here for me.. i juz need that one word of encouragement and comfort to keep me going... pls hold on to me.. dun let me off... im afraid.. though i know im holding on tightly.. cos i dun wanna lose it......... i dun wan.. i dun wan....
Posted by Cookie at 1:39:00 AM