Saturday, February 19

I gave my PC a 2nd life!! It's ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my... oh my god!!! i cant believe it!!!! im actually on MSN now.. checked my mails.. blogging now!!! i seriously cant believe it!! im using my home PC.. *yes!! the one the i comitted sucide for it!!!* i gave it a new life!! haha...*pinched her cheeks!!*

okie.. though im not a computer genius.. but im so PROUD of myself now.. for that i gave my PC another chance... it must have sensed the love and patience i have for it all these yrs.. thus fighting hard with me this time!! yeah yeah!!! im so happy!! *hugs her monitor and CPU!!* alrite... i admited.. though wat i did may sound simple to u guys out there.. but i did miracle for my PC!! *shyly* i only downloaded the internet explorer 6 and re-install everything!! hahahaha....

thanks PC!! for fighting so hard!! to myself too!! for not giving up !! i perserved!!! both my dearest PC SURVIVED!!! whoooooo!! * dance ard!!! dance n hop and jump!!!!!!!!* guess i wun be able to sleep already!! too happy!!! yeah yeah!!!!

im actually quite tired today.. trained for 3 consecutive days since wed.. had SRC training earlier at CCAB.. was so pathetic... only myself fen, leng, mother choo, pris sia, steff, wanting, heather, yixin & jiahui went!! and guess wat..season starting end Feb.. and Sixes is this Sun!! hais.. anyway.. im GLAD!! cos i did the goals which i laid out for myself today!! whee!!! i shall come out with a checklist for myself for every training!!

wat went well:
>relax.. forget bout being in super duper top form!!tinking tt ppl's lloking at me!! ( forgot bout them!) relax... no stress..
>always keep ball in the middle line of my body
>close up quickly on attacker after she beat my defender!! ( did 3 slide tackes on wanting.. sorry gal.. not gonna give ya so much time to take a shot at me!! )
>ronnie's Head Over Knee Over Toes!!

wat need to be improve:
>to take small shuffling steps when attacker together with my defender moves along the D..(ishak's reversed went in cos i took too big a step!! n didnt stay low enuff!)
>alert!!! even if my player is in for a tackle.. (fen's hit went in cos i wan 'daydreaming' ?? hesitated cos Ben was within reach!! hais!! work on it!!)
>calling.. (clashed with leng when i went for a clearance on the left!! sorry leng!!)

basically... i have a great training!! like wat tze always says... make small goals!! n i achieved it!! yeah yeah!!! anyway.. gonna send tze off in less than 6 hours time.. she is flying off the Beijing at 9.. sob sob.... miss u so much!!! esp now at trainings... miss ur encouragements and guidance.. i will wait for u to come back !! jia you tze!!

lastly.. im not going to fuss bout sixes.. im not going to care bout how ppl judge me irregardless of my play... yeah.. i admit i care alot bout how ppl look at my play... that's y im always so stressed up bout hitting back to my top form way before i hit my slipped-disc stage... juz play my best can liaos!! jia you!! as long i give my 100%.. im gonna be okie... im gonna be strong... yes.. like Mr Park always says... Strong Mind!!

*Strong Mind**Strong Mind**Strong Mind**Strong Mind**Strong Mind**Strong Mind*

****i saw ya again.. spoke too ... smiled too.... ****

Posted by Cookie at 1:27:00 AM