Tuesday, July 13
Wat a nite i had last nite.. I was a crybaby last nite..big crybaby at 22... Tears were shed.. Tears were rollin down my cheeks...Tears welled up in my eyes... End results... Red nose..puffy eyes....
wat touched me most was the LOVE of Pang (who wiped away my tears.. comforted me in her arms...), Ying n Steff (picked me up cheered me up.. understandin n encouragin me from all angles..) Thx so much for bein here with me everythin i crumbles... N helpin mi pick up my bits to fix back the tough cookie...
I know so much of wat i wan tt i got so overwhelmed and resulted in hurtin myself so much.... I juz wanna be who i am cos i know who i wanna be...
I was THERE once.. At my PEAK... Now.. Im at my summit... Lost... Not totalli lost.. Cos i know where i wanna go n be.. Juz tt im losin myself n my conscious.. I wanna be back where i left before my laid off n rehab.... I wanna be the same or even better.. Not now.. I know i can be better... I was THERE.. I was THERE... I was THERE...
How am i gonna pick myself up?? I wanna do it all by myself... Perhaps..your help too....
Posted by Cookie at 2:11:00 PM