Monday, January 19
today.... 19th january 2004... i did my first fitness drilll with the team after so so so long since sept last yr... i survived it.. cept that i cant do sit-ups completely... hehe.. im so proud of my self...
im juz kinda upset that im not with the team one more time... seems so super out of place... but guess its juz parts and parcel.. goin thru this will make mi a tougher person i guess... in more obstacles for me to cross in future...
but i must say..its not easy lookin from the outside...as an outside..not bein able to do wats everyone else doin... all except the pathtic one and oni u...
gotta go liaos... themore i write.. the more sad i'll be...
cookie
Posted by Cookie at 11:51:00 PM
Friday, January 16
an nyong ha sei you...
hmm.. hard time though but still survivin i guess... if not wun be here typin away... hehe....
hard time i must say... of not bein to train, run, do strenous exercise since sept 03... den... gotta miss out on u21 ahf last dec... tout 1 is over i'll be orite n bouncing..who noes.. got another asia cup this mth... wanna go so badli.. n guess wat.. totalli left out from the team... not even a train-on position...
well... everythin in a total mess i guess.... work.. relationships... hockey... hais hais....
Cookie
Posted by Cookie at 3:14:00 PM
Thursday, January 15
Posted by Cookie at 11:27:00 PM